You know when I thought of what to write, I was gonna blame going to an all girls school for 7 years for this issue. I guess its partially to be blamed, but I think it goes deeper than whats seen on the surface, relating to my anger issues. This issue pertaining to how I deal with guys who I like.
Flashback to the days of prep school where I use to be so mean to this guy I really liked, use to beat him up and other mean things, because that was the norm in PREP school.
I'm now in UNIVERSITY, and I legit used my nails to attack this guy, when he did something to slightly annoy me. Like really doe. REALLY, I am 19 going 9. *face palm*. I think it's because I know how to deal with girls in every mood because I went to ALL GIRLS SCHOOLS for high school, and boys in my everyday environment is new to me. Dealing with their annoying outbursts, "playful" actions and other things, I'm just going to have to get use to them and be able to deal with it. Maintain composure and to walk away from frustrating situation, so that I can calm down before I explode.
A lot of people would brush this thing off; but I'm someone who over thinks situation and will drives myself cray cray, if I don't voice this issue.
P.S If the guy who I harmed today, reads this, I'm so sorry. Hopefully you'll forgive me.

Peace & Love,
Chialine <3

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